GREAT day!

not great night!
i did SOOOO good yesterday during the day.  I worked out, i did great with my water, and my eating....
and then came the night and i ate junk! 
It's 'that' time right now, and it's rearing it's ugly head big time!  i was cranky and irratated and craving JUNK.  When my husband left to go to work and i had the kids to deal with all by myself, and the house to straighten...all by myself, because NO ONE did anything for themselves...
I kept shoveling it in.  at least i didn't do that the entire day.  I also feel like i got it out of my system. 

Today, i have done great with my eating, my water, and although curves is closed and i haven't ran, i did shovel leaves for an hour this morning.  Tomorrow, my back and arms are gonna HURT!  LOL  that's ok though, at least i know i used some mucles!!

Yesterday i bought Jillian Michaels 30 day shred, i also have her set videos that has i think 5 in it that i'm going to start alternating.  the 30 day shred is 30 minutes, i can do that! 

I'm going to try to not weigh myself for a week.  the number on the scale is REALLY messing with my head right now and that's not good.  not weighing for a week will be HARD!  i'm a scale whore you know.   this morning i was actually UP even more and THAT was very discouraging.  It also made me mad enough to eat the way i SHOULD today, to get off my butt, and to drink my water!! 

I came post this now so that if i messed up this evening, i would have to be accountable and come back tomorrow to post that i didn't have a good night.

Oh, i updated my ticker yesterday because i usually don't change it when i gain, i just make myself get back to what it says....this time i wanted to be accountable.  i want it to stare me in the face when i come here.  I want to work my way back down!  i CAN do this!!

Wanna B thin again...is almost there!