birthday, halloween, parents visiting and a fill...

First off, i didn't make my birthday goal.  actually, i don't even know how far away i am from it because i am too afraid to step on the scale!

For my birthday we went eat out.  Italian.  Carino's. YUM!
then, cheesecake because i MUCH rather that than cake.  YUM!

Then, Friday, my parents came and we took them out to dinner because i hadn't seen my mom for her birthday, and we were going celebrate BOTH of our days.
OUTBACK.  Onion blum, wings (i should say wing, cause i had ONE), steak, potato.... (more cheesecake much later when we were home)

Halloween... candy.  CHOCOLATE.  I could eat the junk and never eat food.  i love it that much. 
I'm going to have my husband bring it to work and only bring the kids a treat a day.  otherwise, i will eat it until it's gone.  i. know. me.

I had NO trouble eating steak.  granted, i didn't eat nearly the amount of food i did preband (except the chocolate, i ate way too much!), but still, i was able to eat a lot. 

My Dr. is closed on Friday, so i couldn't call and make another fill appointment.  I already knew Friday that i would be going for another fill, even before all the overindulgences i have had!  I WILL be calling and DEMANDING a fill appointment!

i WILL wait for my period to come and go (i'm pretty sure it's going to start today) since i've had problems around that time to the point of having 2 days of barely being able to keep liquids down.  I think i'll make my appointment for mid next week just to make sure TOM is here and gone, i'm not tight from it, and have time to cancel if needed (i hate a 8 am monday appointment because i can't cancel ahead of time if needed!)

I've even slacked on exercising!  i usually go work out 6 days a week.  even when i have a migraine i go.  I didn't go Monday, Friday, or Saturday this past week.  it HAS been a crazy week, lots of things going on that we have had to get taken care of.  then, preparing for company, having company....but really, it's all excuses.  i could have gone had a just done it! 

A couple of NSV's.... my jeans were falling off of me, and couldn't find the only other pair that i have that will fit.  My mom was out shopping with me and i held up a pair of jeans that were on sale for $9 and said, nah, that's not going to fit.  she said, if anything they may be too big for you.  ???HUH??? no way.  she told me to buy them, (i didn't have time to try them on, nor did i feel like it) and if they don't fit, bring them back.  for $9, she said i couldn't go wrong.  i brought them home, and they fit!  The too big jeans were a 6 petite from Old navy.  i find ON jeans are big, so i never considered a 6 REALLY too big.  well, this other pair of jeans are a 6 petite...and they fit!  VERY slimming...all the better, since the ON ones were big, i thought they made me look bigger in the belly anyhow!

i had to get my license renewed.  i like my picture.  i HATED the last one.  it. was. HORRIBLE!  i'm also VERY close to the weight that has been on it for more than 6 years that's wasn't even CLOSE to my true weight.  it's still not accurate, but how ironic that it IS my GOAL...120!  when she asked if my height or weight has changed, i just said, well, i WISH i would have GROWN, but i doubt i have! ;-)  she giggled.  so, now i have to at least get down to 120...so i'm not telling a fib on my license!

all of our neighbors were out talking in the street Thursday evening and they all commented on my weight loss and since it was my birthday, and didn't know how old i was, they were shocked at my age.  one neighbor asked if i was 27?  HAHAHAHA...i said, yes, with a 17 year old son, right?  I think people just associate my height and age together...they think because i'm little (short), that i'm young too.  NICE though! ;-)  i'll take it! 
Wanna B thin again...is almost there!